Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Sorry for not updating my dearest effa.. Currently being held up by so many issues-PERSONALLY RATED. Well i guess i need sometime at home. i need a total time off for a moment. I felt very lethargic this days due to my overwork at Prudential. So sickening that i've decided to leve that job. Working long hours with little pay. So i get into Forever 21 but i did not turn up to work. I think im not that ready yet to be exposed! haha.. im sick with everything.. be it family nor my life or even outside.
i don't understand why people always judge by looks and money but not by the heart. money does not buy happiness. and looks does not proof that one's is loyal. i felt insulted, deeply, when folks treat me like rubbish. like as if what i did is always wrong. like what i do is always a sin to them. but the truth is, they don't even know what i am into and what i am feeling. and to them, im lost with a world full of freedom. but honestly i declare, im a nobody and i do not have many friends that i can easily adrift with. but why must they think that im a spoil brat??? just because im with tattooed guy???
to people out there, don't judge a book by its cover. to my fucking folks that im not happy with, im happy with who im with. and im still happy that i have a few friends. at least they understand me well then u folks do. tk abes2 have this perception that im adrift. but the fact is that im still searching for ways that can rectify this matter with you folks. he himself too have prove so much to you folks that he is not what you folks thought. and please, if you folks are not happy with it, tell us straight at our faces! not with someone out there which does not belong to our family. you folks are being selfish, just think for yourself but not my feelings. and the reason why i always never return home cause i seeking for some peace in my mind. haiz.... dearest folks,
I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!and as promised regards to my anniversary prezzie pics, here as follows..

heart box with 24 boats
our frame
scrapbook cover page


thanks hubby for this sweet lil thang, love you hubby!