Saturday, July 26, 2008
Been not updating due to my aunt using my laptop for the entire week to do her nursing project. Lots of things to be published here.
Sunday, 20th July 2008
Met hubby early in the morning, cooked some breakfast for his family. It was actually his dad's 53th birthday together with his aunt too, Cik Dewi. So mini celebration were held up in the evening.
Oh yeah, hubby bought 2 fighting fish for me and himself. Haha!
Monday, 21st July 2008
Stayed home as usual. Been raining for this couple of days. Lil bro is still sick. His fever keeps on rising and still not recover. Mum brought him to granny house to medicate him but to no avail. Pity him. Mum is getting sick too and im soo soo stressed out to look after of everything. Be it family, house chores, fucking dad's attitude, money and personal issues. Whatever it is, i hope that my brother will recover soon.
So caught up with family issues this days, including granny. Been having some conflicts with her recently bout me in my family and me with hubby. I just hate it when people starts to talk shit or disagree of me being with hubby. not only
applies to my folks only but to outside people as well. still there, gossips and breakers were trying hard to break us apart. all i can say is,
GO ON. I WONT FALL FOR YOUR WORDS. Living in this shit, another issue popped out again. Hubby need to report to Bedok HQ again. This made me felt more worried. I can't tell what will the outcome be regarding his past case. Argh!! Im in deep stress!!!
Tuesday, 22nd July 2008
Lil brother was sent to hospital due to his high fever. Mum felt that something was not right. So dad sent us to KKH and i accompany mum to check on him. Luckily he's not that serious. He had some bacteria in his blood which made him had high fever. But he look so weak and pitiful. Hubby came later on and bought some food for us and after buying the medications, we cabbed home. Then, me and hubby went out for a while and he bought some groceries for my family. So sweet of you sweetie.
Thursday, 24th July 2008
Its our 10th month anniversary. Instead of going out having fun, we headed to Bedok HQ to take some statement regarding some cases. Waited for hours and my mouth was non-stop uttering some prayers hoping that he will not get charge. I told myself that i swear im gonna get mad if he gets charge. Like come on, no point of launching a Yellow Ribbon Campaign if these stupid officers were busy opening up past cases to those ex-convicts that already have turn themseves into new leaf. STUPID! Hubby is so hard working, generous and kind-hearted. He really change a lot when i got to know him. After hours of waiting, hubby came out with a smile. I can't wait to know the outcome. So luckily his officer had closed the past cases and trying to help out the current case to a lighter charge. I was indeed, happy.
Thought of headed back to hubby's house to cook some dinner but family issue caught up again. Fucking dad called me, scolding me for going out accompanying hubby to bedok. Saying that brother and mum were sick at home. Like hello, you were frustrated because there was no food at home, didn't bother bout mum. And now you're blaming me for going out for only 3hrs?! I shouted and spitting out vulgarities to my parents on the phone in the public-train. So much special on my aniversary. I apologized hubby for not spending time with him cause i really have to go home. I was like in the centre. Don't know what to do. Thank hubby that he understands my situation. So i was at home for the rest of the day with a long face. Dad was like totally no manace. He don't seems to talk nicely to me. Just because i don't fight back, he can easily step on my head?!
I HATE DAD!!!
Like wise, crying to myself in the room. I don't wanna disturb hubby cause he was sleeping, had a slight fever. But i still talk to him as usual, but sharing my problems to him. I just feel like running away and get a new life on my own!
