Monday, July 14, 2008
I've been having high fever for the past 4 days and been stucked in the room the whole entire day. the feeling was terrible. i had bad backache, high fever and headache. And whenever im sick, i can feel like im going to face something bad very soon.
Firstly, i had arguments with hubby, but things had settled out accordingly. Secondly, i was very very upset that i was not told that
FIESTARI 2008 was actually held on 12 JULY. This event has been very important to me and i never skip attending that event eventhough i never perform. I cried watching the video from my former school.
YES, I CRIED. Watching or performing this traditional dance was like a blood flowing in my body. My tears tend to roll furiously as i was actually wearing my training shirt while watching the video. How i wish to watch it live or even have the chance to perform again. Yes people can say i went off half way but the rason why i went off because
SOME PEOPLE are hurting me directly during my training days. It pulls me down so much that it was hard for me to focus and work teamly with others. By then, i often got pick up by others and since i can't perform, at least, PEOPLE, why can't u guys invite me down?? Why am i always care for others but not people care for me? Recalling the past, when everything was fine, everything works so smoothly with you guys. And the most unforgetable part was, having dinner at Youth Park, treating you guys satay and etc. Dance was crazy yet fun. So fun that i really put my heart and soul in this group, that i dare to face critics and sacrifice my time for dance. But no more for me now... I wish my late aunty is still here to guiding my passion..
Thirdly, this really mean to you GF. Yeah, first of all, u don't even gave me a msg regarding the FIESTARI, eventhough we have not contacted, but at least you can inform. I was surprise that you showed up at the competiton. I thought, you told me before that, you're already in another dance group in conjuction with your dearest boifee music group that you claimed that you have no time for our group? Secondly, well i know its your birthday and i clearly knew that i
DID NOT WISH YOU but u told my hubby that i did? and the reason why he msg you because its only on behalf, its not a wish from him. And you was like, "aww..
U ada simpan number
ME.." Ouh peleease!!! He was bursting with laughter when you replied that way. Thirdly, the reason why i don't even care to wish you cause you don't even did it on my bdae itself.
Worstly, you went out with 'Spongebob' instead of coming down to my bdae pit which you promise to ton over and you gave me stupid reason that you don't have money to come but i don't understand how you can went out window shop with him on my bdae. Yes, you came later on, but that was at 8pm. After i spoke to your mum and she was the one who bring you down to my pit. If i never did, you won't be there gf. You too off your phone on my bdae, no msg from you and so i guess you don't deserve to receive a wish from me. U Know what, our friendship is over. Not only because of this, but other personal issues as well that related between me, you and my hubby. Think hard gerl.
Last but not least,
this is my blog.
I can do whatever i want, whatever i want to say. And even whatever pictures that i want to put up. So
MS/MR STRANGER,
i don't give a damn on your comment cause im proud what i am now and i don't feel insulted.
