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intanbaiduri&noicurrent

♥24th September 2007; Begins.♥

INTANBAIDURI; Miss Intan Nurhidaya
sweet 19; 10 April, turns a year older.
exploring, karaokeing, dancing, sleeping, sensitive, pampered, ambitiously in career
know me,understand me, ADAPT me.
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NOI CURRENT; Mr Muhd Yunus
hot 22; 10 April, turns a year older.
hot-tempered, daring, wise, understanding, loving

And Baby, you're the reason why my heart beats fast. I love you and I always do cause till death tear us apart.♥

bitch

turnaways
ITE Peeps;
♥eein ♥ayusachek sheila wahidah marnie ijanjoker paula illy titijepon ainsadad eekin shiffa carol lika roy

Tra'irat Seni;
♥yayah eidah aisyah ziela raimy epul naj ena

People;
♥adek bonc ika alysha ♥nelly kiki reesha idahC iica ♥irah meow kak nadd ♥dewi ♥isyah kak huda ♥chez

Shopping;
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

My lappy is finally with me now. But i don't have the mood to surf that much. Life has been deadly bad. Real bad.

I almost give up with everything. That i almost wanna escape from this misery life of mine. Im all on my own. I don't want to disturb hubby as he is working really hard for me and his 'junior'. Its the matter of me. On how im going to face the circumstances. One after another. 2 families from my relatives has hated me. Im now have no other people to depend on. Too many stories in my mind and i don't wish to publish it here. Everytime i think of it, it makes me feel hopeless. My explaination were all fell on deaf ears. Afterall, im the one to be blame.

This is all fate and i have to accept. I've tried my best but to no avail. My name has turn bad to all folks out there. But 1 thing that keeps me strong is when hubby reminds me this saying; 'takot kerana salah, brani kerana benar'. My dearest folks and relatives, u can choose to hate me or choose not to see my face. But 1 day, i will show u that i can live independently and raise my own family without u folks.

Im just waiting for the time for me to be disown by you. And i swear, i will live on my own with my hubby and kiddo and proof u that im capable in starting a new family without all bullshits bad-mouth that came from all of you. I swear.

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