Lola Diamond.

Monday, January 26, 2009

Im suddenly miss my best primary school girlfriends of mine. Chez and Nelly. Hope to meet you guys soon!

Happy Chinese New Year!

Last Saturday was our 16th monthsniversary, met hubby and i decided to go to IKEA. I don't know why suddenly i wanted to go there as i never been to the Tampines outlet before. While on our way to the MRT station, i bumped into my ITE friend, Nano. Get to know that she worked at Woodland Mart. Exchange numbers, and then headed to Woodland interchange. Took 168, bus-ed to tamp. We surveyed our new bed and we thought of having a wooden bed instead of metal bed.

While surveying, someone called my name and i was surprised that it was Hawa. She's my ITE classmate but she was only there in Bishan for 1 month. But i was surprised that she still remember me. She pulled me to the counter and Radiah was working there too. So both of them worked there actually and we chatted for awhile. Again, we exchanged numbers and to my ITE classmates who read my blog, Hawa send her regards to all of you.

After a long walk at Ikea, headed to Eastpoint Mall to have dinner. I had my all time favourite food, seafood crispy noodles. We then walked to Tampines Street 11, talked about someone, and lucky her that we never bumped to each other. Haha! Took bus 39, bus-ed to Yishun. Then mrt-ed home.

I feel like cutting my hair to my shoulder length and had it perm. Should i, or shouldn't?

Friday, January 23, 2009

I would like to say congrats to WHITNEY THOMPSON as she has won America's Next Top Model despite of her plus size figure. I really admire her self confidence and ability to overcome the obstacles and critisism by people about her body throughout her teenage years. But from my opinion, she really is, pretty. With her volumptious figure i would say, it really adds up to her natural beauty. Looking forward to next ANTM Cycle 11.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Monday 19 January 2009

Woke up early in the morning at 7am, spent an hour to dress up. Im like a totaly muslimah gerl with my tudung and muslim clothing. Hubby fetched me downstairs at 9am and car-ed to ROMM. I was like can't imagine what will happen next when i reach there.

Reached there at 10am, and my father was still couldn't be seen. Stayed in the car for half an hour, and then we went to sit inside. About 15 minutes later, he came. We quickly fill up the form and for an interview with the Ustaz upstairs. i was indeed nervous coz we might not know what he will ask.

After hubby went out from the room, it was my turn. Thankfully i don't have to go in with my father. And THANKFULLY, the Ustaz does not ask to much questions. He only want to confirm about the details given in the form and swear to him that whatever details given are true. Next was my father, i don't wanna be curious about what he talked to the Ustaz as he spent about more than 10 minutes in that room. All i know is that, the registration has settled.

Nelly text-ed me to meet her and Chez at around 2pm. but before that, went to PPIS Bukit Batok to collect my Khursus documents and bought some breakfast and Quran for my gubahan. Had breakfast at hubby's house and then fetched my girls. Nelly and Chez planned of continuing their studies in Simei so sent them there for a while. After which, we dropped by to Pusara Abadi to visit my son's grave. Then had a lunch at causeway point.

We spent most of our time rounding as i wasn't in a mood to go out with my clothings like that. So we fetched hubby's sister for a while then had dessert at chong pang. After which we headed home. But seriously, throughout the journey in the car, i can't stop laughing with Chez's crappy mouth!

Sunday, 18 January 2009

Official plan was to go to expo to check out the wedding exhibition. But i cancelled it as we don't have much time. And for the very first time, i managed to go out with my primary girlfriends. I contacted Nelly recently and i asked her out. And we tagged Chez along too. So car-ed to ang mo kio, fetched Nelly & Rohaizad, then fetched Chez at hougang. We had our lunch first at Jln Kayu, i can't stop laughing with the way Chez talked to the person who took our order. Her boyish crappy behavior still remained like the same in our years in primary school.

Then headed to Marina Square to check out my wedding heels. There were not much variety there, so we headed to Taka instead. I was captivated with this black shimmering heels, i forgotton the name of the brand, and it cost, $119 after discount. but chez told me to survey other places first. So Nelly told me to check out at Isetan Wisma, and Chez recommended me a Guess heels. I was surprised that Guess were having a promotion and i finally bought a Guess black-gold heels for the price of only, $82.50! We was actually very noisy down there as i Nelly and Chez were like my bride's maid wearing for me the heels. *Pictures will update soon.

Surveyed some jewellery set a while, then we had our dinner at Bedok Corner. We blanje-ed them and spent our dinner time on talking and bitching. Then its time for Haizad to go back to work, so we went to Nelly's house first, for him to collect his bike and we headed to Causeway Point as Nelly wanted to buy her stuff. Had dessert at Woodland Mart. What i meant as dessert is, my primary school friends and i had a trademark as we love eating Ice Kacang. While eating, a sudden conversation popped out from Chez mind:

Chez: Eh korg ingat tk dulu kte kecik2 slalu berbual pasal kahwin2 bla tgh mkn ice kacang?

Nelly & Me: Pasal kahwin ape seh??

Chez: Ala.. dulu ingat tk kte berbual sape agak nya antara kte smue kahwin dulu...

Nelly: Oh oh!! Aku ingat!

Me: Blurr.

Chez & Nelly: Ni la! Intan kahwin dulu! Hahaha!

About 5 minutes later then i remembered that we use to talk about who will marry first when we were little. And i can't believe im the first one to get marry first. Haha. How fast time flies. After dessert, bidded Nelly's bf goodbye, then we sent Chez and Nelly home. I really enjoyed my day with them and im glad that we had reunite.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

tell me how long can i tolerate all this shit? all this talkings that never seem

to stop. everyday, every minute of my breath, its all about ME.

tell me how sure are you that every single word that came out from your mouth

are true. or maybe will it hapen like as though you can predict MY FUTURE.

& tell me when can all of you stop this talkings and give me PEACE.

I DON'T UNDERSTAND why is there for you to compare me and my other siblings or others

about my life?

I DON'T UNDERSTAND why MONEY captures most into your eyes.

& I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY can't i make a decision on MY OWN.

every evening, i shed tears by the window recalling what people say about me. like they say,

"what's past, is past". but why keep barging on again? my heart breaks when you compared me

and sis, that she's much much better than me. that she knows how to earn money,

she knows how to give her money to her parents, that she is much

more cleverer than you. much more reliable than you.

than what's the point of me being here?? u should just ask her stay with you than keeping me. same goes to another person, what's the point of you saying that you love me

when you walked out without a word when i needed you the most??

I DON'T UNDERSTAND.

at least im not rude to you, i know how to cook, eventhough i don't earn much but i did my part

to look after your child like i used to. i cleaned your bed, i listened to your problems, i

don't asked much or demand much from you. & i SCORED WELL in studies throughout my years in secondary school and in ITE. i DID NOT FLUNG my examinations. or just because

i rather quiet and never yelled back to both of you, you can just keep barging

on my life and start to compare me all the time?

IT'S TOO LATE to say that you love me or care for me. coz when i were in state of struggling

for my life, where were all of you? till i depended on someone outside, whom i found a person that see me cry for all of you. and now you all blame that i cared that person much more that my own flesh and blood. i felt myself USELESS everytime this talkings start to play into

my ears. No one see how much i suffered inside over different different matters that is happening to my surroundings. you all can say that im a WILD CHILD. but hopefully you all shall see this WILD CHILD will be looking after you 1 day.

WHATEVER REMARKS on me, its up to you to decide. i am who i am. in other words, this is the reason why i chose to live on my own for now. coz there is no point living with many people

but people keeps on talking about me. i won't utter a single objection to all of you coz i still have the RESPECT towards all of you. all i want you all to see is,

YOUR WORDS made me TURN LIKE THIS.

Monday, January 12, 2009

Last Saturday went hubby's mum birthday celebration with a few other birthday babies. Haha! So the party was held at Obek Yah's house. Lots of nice nice food there and karaoke-ed whole day. And damn, hubby's anak sedara were alot. But my favourite was this little gerl who people called her bulat. She's got a boncet stomach but yet adorable and she keeps playing with my hair. Karaoke-ed with Seri, Shikin, both Kak Imah & Kak Sarimah. After the kenduri, when everyone were already there, we cut the cake. I will update the pictures if i can from any of his relatives.

And finally, i received a call from Prudential for a second interview. So i went just now and hopefully i will get the position. Nothing much to say these few days as i kinda no mood to blog.

To Dearest Dewi,

How was your results??? How many points and what scholl are you intend to go?? Are still working at SP? Kalau i get that Prudential job, bleh la jumpe kat sama building.. Leceh ar tkda tagboard, tk bleh comment2.. hit me back yarh, u can just reply me at your blog or msg me. U have my number rite? Looking forward to hear you soon!!

Mmuackkzz!!